It is 11:00 P.M. now and I'm at work. There have been similar nights with similar expectations, excitement - once in October and once in November, only to be met with disappointment the next morning. We got better every time but none of them were good enough to last forever. The journey continues - hope its the last one today. Back in October, the urge to make it work was high since it was my first project here and I didn't want to be a failure. So was the commitment. And frankly I was disappointed and couldn't accept failure with grace. I believe I'm more prepared now for whatever the outcome of tonight is (though silently hope that it is a success - don't want the stress on others to continue for it means much more to them).