My insane mood : Just for the record

I HATE it. I want to go back 1.5 years in time and set everything right - my married life (if there exists one). I'm tired of this. Now he has to goto Portland. Can't the goddamn business guys treat people like humans - suckers!
Already I'm so pissed off today - periods, commas and quotes mean so much to people - stupid English language and stupid literature and stupid egos.
How I wish I was a 1 year old kid away from all these miseries and loneliness of the world :(