Lighter side of life
There are always good things happening in life to balance the "not-so-good" ones.
Caught up with a friend from college. She is coming down to Chicago for the long weekend. Coaxing one more friend too to join us. Would be fun if it materialises. Lets see!

Unspoken words
Staying apart from him hurts!
External happiness, internal sadness.
Feign a smile all thr the day. Deadly solitude in the evenings kill.

Wonder IF with time -
i would stop being sensitive
don't miss loved ones
don't care to give a call 2-3 times a week as i do
wouldn't want to know if all is well
my ears wouldn't long to hear that "I miss you"

Is it being stoic, no i think its being human!

Questions such as
Why am i doing this?
For whom are we staying apart?
Is it worth the sacrifices?
What brings me to this alien land away from the place where i love to be?

keep crossing my mind everyday. I know its all circumstantial and just a phase of life.

What scares me is i don't want this phase to become my LIFE. I don't want years to pass by saying "This time too shall pass". I know time does pass but it changes the person you are!

Bullets-Brains, Fury-Fright, Havoc - Helpnessness

40 days is a long time for not updating my blog. Am back at U.S and i find time to write ! Strange as it may sound but can't squeeze in 10 mins during my busy schedule @ Bangalore to post a few lines. So here i go a after a brief hiatus!
The 1 month that i was gone to India gave me mixed experiences.